So this is the third time I have tried to post this message.

It’s as if my computer is trying to keep me from owning up to my own lack of commitment. But this blog is doing as I hoped and not letting me forget the promise I made to myself. 

I need to stop wasting my time doing incredibly pointless things.  Staying up late for no reason and then sleeping half of the next day away, not a good way to stay on top of my goals. 

I’ve also become aware of how important it is for me to be more careful with my money, useless purchases are costing me mega money.  I think I gotta cut up my debit and credit cards or at least hiding them….for me debit, the more “I” use it, the greater my debt.  If I keep wasting my money I won’t have any to buy stuff that will help me, such as healthier food. 

I know I just need to force myself to do everything I want for the first couple weeks and then it will become easier..at least thats what I hear, but I know it is going to be a struggle for me to say the least. 

Anyway getting started right now on getting work done and getting my day going.

Hopefully I will have better news soon,

-K